| So yeah, this gal I've had a crush on forever and never returned the favor is finally just a friend to me. I know how weird it is to like someone a lot and not be able to respond to those feelings, but it is even harder trying to consider them just a friend. I've known her for a couple years and knew it just wouldn't work out between us. She is very attractive and has a great personality. That kind of stuff is hard to ignore. The fact that we always hang out also probably didn't help much. But these strong feelings slowly went away with me not even realizing it. Yes, there have been other women that have come and gone since then, but I didn't realize it till tonight that there is definately no strong feelings for her. I mean, even if the opertunity came to "hook up" with her, I think I would decline. Not because it is something I don't want, but because I think our friendship is that strong. I think it is safe to say, that this is the first time I felt this way in a friendship with the opposite sex. I mean, sure there are many females that I am friends with of the opposite sex, but not as strong as the friendship between me and her. Enough of this end, now for the other.
So, yeah, there is yet another girl I am interested in, and it is hard for me to tell if she feels the same way. We watched a movie together, and talked a bit during it about stuff, and it was great. The way she looked at me was awesome, with that smile and laugh, and those eyes. She caught my eyes awhile ago, but didn't really persue it, due to the fact she showed no interest in me. But lately, it seems different. How? I don't know, but the way she kept looking at me seemed like that kind of look. plus she was "joking" with some person on the phone how she was watching a movie with me. She was saying how sexy of a guy I was, and how I wanted her so bad. It seemed joking, but you know how it is when you joke about stuff that is true, just so it doesn't seem as uncomfortable. We'll see. I am not going to start thinking anything in stone yet, whatever the fuck that means, and just see what happens. Until next time... Eat a Waffle.
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